20 Jun
A book is a mirror:
if an ape looks into it
an apostle is hardly likely to look out.
–George Christoph Lichtenberg
BITTER WOMEN: on Men
Mamma and my aunt sit chatting in the kitchen
–a stick of furniture, I am invisible and mute–
they discuss my prospects for success with men
and how, subsequently, to make something of my life
Outside the window, sweetpeas
curl up the strings in the garden. Up to my elbows
in soapsuds and hot water,
I watch Uncle Junior’s dog, Duke, lay down in the cool,
right on the roots of the Sweetpea vines.
I face–at last–my nature as being, well, unsuitable for wedded bliss.
Its because I don’t like dogs.
Duke lies around all day, unaware that he sprawls
in a precious spot and may uproot the vines;
he won’t come when he’s called or in the same room,
but can hear from a half-block away food stirred up in the kitchen.
He dumps the garbage bin, playfully rolls in it, reeks of it
then looks dumb and adorable at the same time.
When I want to be alone, Duke wants to play.
When I want to sleep, Duke wants to play.
He drinks from the toilet, then growls when I
shoo him off a lovely chintz chair.
Duke will sit in the road or the middle of the living room,
do grisly things with his mouth, then
try to give me a kiss.
Dogs are tiny little suitors in fur coats.
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